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Thursday, April 13, 2006
Dont Treat Me So Good. I Dont Deserve It

Cried lots today.(I know i should not. Cause its just not like me) I felt so guilty that my fellow cousins waited for me for 1 hour plus. In the end i didn even turn up.Im so sorry. Its not your to say sorry, its me. Im sorry. I delayed your de plans and everthing. From 7 to 8 the time is wasted because of me. I regretted that i didn get off the train when it came to City Hall. Who tell that i want to go home amd change first. By that time its already 7.04 le. I thought your would go without me but your didn. Your waited for so long. When i finally reach home. I called your and said that i would go. Because i really want to go. In the end when i was about to leave home. Then i realised that i donno how to go Marina Square. Thought of taking a cab. But the colour on the face of my parents tell me that i cant go. Its too late. Then your called. Found out that i havent even eat my dinner. I finally said that i cant go. The voice on the other end sounded abit disappointed. Me too. My 'high' went down. Sorry that i delayed the time and everthing.

Today went to the Singapore Discovery Centre. Nothing much. Kinda boring. Besides that we made our own puppets using socks. Wth lor. I made my musketeer. Muahaha :P. Its abit weird weird de. But YM do that one so nice. A Pig! It got selected. But poor YM then never get the pig back.Haiz. The xiao xiao zhu. Lol.

Then went to Jurong stadium. Not as nice as Kallang's one. Its much more older and smaller. We occupy the whole stadium. There were NAS. DH. TS. CCH. Drizzled. DHS got so many first. Not fair. They got shelter. Other schools need to ling yu. Thats like so gross lor. The whole body feels so sweaty and somemore rain. Its like all the sweat and rain kena mixed. Eww. Then there were some bastards sitting behind us. I think its either c1, c2 or i1 de lor. Idiots they keep throwing bottle caps, chips but thats not the worst lor. They even pour water on the seats infront them. The girl's bag and skirt got wet. It even made cried. What idiots right. Right. Lol. Then i shou bu liao. Went to find Jas. Then recieved that the meeting time for the cousin's outing has been changed to 7. I was damn happy and high then. Jumping. Lalalaing. Didn see Jessica in the end. Haiz.

Then whole thing ended at 6. The bus was packed so instead took taxi with Jas, Ym and Atiqah to the lakeside MRT Station. Btw thanks Atiqah for the ride :) Then me brainless me just stepped onto a puke. Jas did tried to warn me. But too late. Haiz.

Sorry Jessica. That i didn reply you. My card ran out of money. Sorry. Guilty.

To my cousins:
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

yijie wishhed*
10:29 PM